Friday, May 27, 2011

i need a shoulder ;(

kau nanges ke ? ?

* dlm aty , yela bodo aku nanges !

aku bnci aku benci aku benciii ! ! pfffttttt ~!
rase nak kurung diri dlm bilik . .
ddok diam2 dlm uma ,
tak nak kluar lagi smpai bile-bile ! !
sangat tekanan dgn smua masalah yang aku ade ni !
bile nak habisss ? ? lepas satu , satu dtg . .
uma sewa ni pun satu ! kolej pulak !
smue la pasal uitm ! !
kalau aku QUIT stdy smue mslh pn akn QUIT kan ? ?

* okey aku nak QUIT ! ! ! ! ! !

aku da tak snggup !
smue kene rushing . . fikir cpt ! ! !
mcm aku ni computer kn ? ?
baju nak balik lendu pun aku tak kemas lagi . . 
ta habis cuti lagi kan ? ?
aku tak rase nak balik la . .
smue mcm %$@!*& ! ! !

*sory tak boley carut . .tapi aku nak !

aku benci berada dalam keadaan mcm ni laaa ! !
sem2 lpas tak pun mcm ni . . stiap kali nak balik happy je . . 
mcm tak sabr pun ade nak jumpe roomates . .
tapi sem ni tak tahu la , byk sgt mslhnye . .
itu ini ,itu ini ! ! !

aku rindu nak borak2 dgn kembar + siti . .
aku rindu nak nanges same2 dgn dorg . .
aku rindu tgk movie same2 . . 
*wlpn aku org 1st akn tido . .huhu
aku rindu nak tgk cite antu gan fiza . .
*kitorg pnakot ! huhu
aku rindu nak buli siti + mida . .
*sbb kitorg ade geng dlm bilik tuh!
aku rindu nak bersuap2 dgn mereka . .
aku rindu nak main tepung dgn dorg . .
aku rindu nak tido b'himpit dgn dorg . .
aku rindu nak makan 1 meja dgn dorg. .
aku akn rindu SEMUA tuh selame2nye ! ! !

seriously sgt byk memori dlm bilik tuh . .
hanya kami shje yg tahu . .
setiap rhsia , suka duka kitorg akan aku kunci rapat2 ! !
aku harap sgt persahabatan kitorg tak kan berakhir dkt sini je . .
pape pun aku akan doakan korg berjaye + lalui hidup ni dgn tabah 
okey siti , mida , fiza , qila + ira . .
*mcm aku tabah sgt pulax !

ey , post aku da pnjang la . .
okey , tQ sbb bace . . serious ni luahan hati aku . 
carut marut tuh spontan . . 
sbb aku bkn nye baik sgt . .
cume tak amalkan je carut marut tuh . .huhu

p/s : sitimidafiza , akusayangkorangokey !
sangatrindudekatkorang !
doakanakudapatlaluihidupaku . .


RAYE ^_*


GENG  =)


ROOMATES ^_^

mmg kitorg tak penah amik pic 6org . .
sayang nye . . =(

Saturday, May 14, 2011

i hate you ! !

simple word that i can describe you . .

PSYCHO ! ! !

stop disturbing me la gilerr ! !

Thursday, May 12, 2011

bye kawan !

i don't know y , tibe2 je rase macam nak jauh kan diri dari die . .
tibe2 je terfikir knape aku kenal dgn die . .
tibe2 je rase nak off phone + tukar num . .
tibe2 je rase macam rendah diri dgn die . .
tibe2 je rase macam nak remove die . .


aku menyesal ke jadi kawan die . . kawan je tak pe la wey ! !
aku tak menyesal pun okey . .
kau perfect !
* sbb tuh kot aku agak rendah diri dgn kau . .
nak tegur kau pun aku malu . .
tpi kau selalu je tegur aku . . 
yes , i admit it dat u r too kind ! 
aku tak sebaik kau . . thanx 4 being my friend . .
kawan macam kau mmg susa nk cari . . ^_^

Sunday, May 8, 2011

kawan =)

group skbb batch '03 bru di tubuh kan dkt fb ! !
okey , tak teruja sgt pun . . . huhu
sape je igt aku kn ? sob sob

seriously , aku igt group tuh tak best , bosan , smue bagai la . . imposible la kan dapat jumpe kawan skolah rendah . . lame dah kot , 8thn pulax ! ! tapi da jumpe da kawan2 lame aku , even dlm fb je . . smue da berubah ,
sgt cntik + hnsome kot dorg ! ! bile da jumpe mst la timbul pasal REUNION kan , ? ? wajib kan cakap pasal  REUNION bile smue da connect balik . . ? ? ape REUNION ? ? ? ? ?

*okey , aku tak nak pergi . . 

bukan sombong ye , tapi aku pun tak tahu la . . aku takot dipinggirkan kot . . semua da HOT kan , aku still mcm makcik jual pisang goreng . . huhu
tadi aku add dayah . . die igt aku ! great news kn ? haha . . lepas tuh borak dgn die kt im jap . . lepas tuh jumpe profil zul , milin + ramai lg la . .
t'igat dlu , msok menari dgn die . . last minit pulak dorg tukar step . . aku LUPE step mase ats pentas ! ! sumpah malu ! ! aku baris depan kot . . terang lgi bersuluh aku salah . . org pusing kiri aku pusing kanan , last2 360˚ aku pusing atas pentas tuh . .haha

tipu kalau aku cakap tak rindu korg . . rindu gila wey !
huhu , insya-Allah nanti kite jumpe okey ! <3

Saturday, May 7, 2011

happy mother's day mama ! !

ble srnok,aku cri psangnku


ble sdih,aku cri Mama

ble bjye,aku crtekn pd psangnku

ble gagal,aku crtekn pd Mama

ble bhagia,aku pluk erat psangnku

ble bduka,aku pluk erat Mama

ble nk bcuti,aku bwa psangnku

ble sbuk,aku hantar anak ke rmh Mama

ble smbt valentine,aku bg hadiah pd psangnku

ble smbt ari ibu,aku cume dpt ucapkn "slmt ari ibu"

slalu,aku ngat psangnku

slalu,Mama ingat kt aku

ble2,aku akn tpon psangnku

enth ble,aku nk tpon Mama

slalu,aku blikn adiah utk psangnku

enth ble,aku nk blikn adiah utk Mama





RENUNGKAN:




"kalau kau dah abis blajr & bkerja,boleh tak kau kirim wang 

utk Mama? Mama bkn nk byk 

rm50 sbln pun ckuplh"..



*brderai air mata aku bile dgr*





brape rmai yg sggp mnyuapkn ibunya

brape rmai yg sggp mncuci muntah ibunya

brape rmai yg sggp mngntikn lampin ibunya

brape rmai yg sggp mmbrsihkn najis ibunya

brape rmai yg sggp mmbuang ulat & mmbrsihkn luka kudis ibunya

brape rmai yg sggp brhnti kerja utk mnjge ibunya

& akhir skali brape rmai yg solat jenazah ibunya









p/s : selamat hary ibu , mama


ilysm ! !

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

JUSTIN BIEBER - THAT SHOULD BE ME ! !


Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me ?
Does he love you the way I can ?
Did you forget all the plans 
that you made with me ? 
'cause baby I didn't !


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me


That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time 
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my
heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...


Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,


Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on, 
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart ! ! !


Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me, 
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go ,!
I never should've let you go ,!
That should be me ! !
Never should've let you go
That should be me ! !

saya anak no. 2 okey !

ANAK MANJA IBU
apa pun mesti dia akan diutamakan oleh ibu...
* btol kot.. hehe

ANAK DEGIL
Anak kedua dikatakan 
lebih degil, keras kepala dan tidak mendengar kata
semua dia ajer yg betul.. kemahuan dia kuat.. kalau buat sesuatu sungguh2… kalau tak nak tu, tak nak lah jawabnya, boleh dipujuk tapi selalunya tak berapa jalan..
*haha . . btol2 !

TAK PANDAI PUJUK
memang anak no 2 ni dia tak pandai pujuk makwe / pakwe dia..
 * ye kot !

BERCINTA
Tak digoyahkan anak no 2 juga.. dia kalau bercinta, sangat setia ! sanggup berkorban …
 * hah , yg ni tak tipu pny !

HITAM / PUTIH
Apa yg dikatakan semua dipegang ( kononnya ) kalau hitam2 hitamlah kalau putih …. putihlah ….degil tak boleh toleransi..

HATI
No 2 ni juga nampak ajer keras…tp hati dia lembut juga….SATU lagi perangai dia…dia tak boleh ditegur….kalau kita tegur dia mesti tarik muka

BERDIKARI
very independent.. mmg betul.. tp kalau terlebih indepent pun payah.. Tpi mudah bergaul.. campak lah kat manapun sekejap dah dapat kawan.. very take care of her brother and all stuff belonging family..

ARAHAN
anak no 2 ni juga dia payah nk terima arahan…. dia lebih suka buat hal sendiri pendek kata.. tak boleh kerja ngan org… ramai anak no 2 ni keje sendiri..
* sgt btol ! lagi d suro lgi tak nak buat..

PEMAAF & caring
tak dinafikan no 2 ni pun pemaaf & caring…TAPI awas jgn bg diorg marah….kalau depa marah faham sajer lah..

PAKAIAN
Nak ajer up to date… semua nak kemas....

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

ce cite .. =)

okey , semester break da mula pn 2 hary lepas.. last paper aku ahad , 1st May OKEY??!!
*dorg mcm tak thu pulak tuh ary buruh + hary ahd kan..? knape tah tak cty.. =)
sumpah bosan giler cty ni.. i'm lost ! tak thu ape nk buat kat rumah.. 
*padahal brg bwk balik dr kolej tak kemas lg tuh.. huhu

final !!
meh bg tgk sikit jadual kt korg..



gap nye sikit je kan ? tak sempat nk habiskan 1 buku..
tapi okey la.. tak jdi mcm dua sem lepas.. tak tido 2 hary sbb killer subjct xde gap..
sanad bijak kan siape yg buat jadual exam.. tqvm !!
okey tak nak komen pasal exam paper.. of course la susa, name pun final kan..

btw , mase final aku tak tido hostel pn.. dtg kempus jwb paper je.. untung kannn??haha
tapi ade smthg yg b'laku dkt kolej.. dgr mcm serious tapi tak tahu la..
kes kcurian , ceroboh , pukau , rogol.. ksian mereka2 yg tggl dkt sne nk blajar pn xtenang..

okey, due hary kt rumah.. bosan ! 
nak lepak kam pun bz.. yg lain tak cuty lagi.. 
tgn pun mula la gatal.. google sne , youtube sini.. pas tuh t'igt nak bukak student protal..
















great news kan kan  kan ?!
okey aku TAK DAPAT KOLEJ..!!
sem depan mcm mane ?? rumah sewa tak de !!
bagus fath ! kau merempat je tepi jalan!!
cukup la , tak nak fikir lg.. cuty sem kan skrg..hehe
bubbye !! ;)